Retrospect on the deck of the R/V Langseth, with the vast expanse of intense blue of the ocean stretching out before me, I can’t help but reflect on the journey that led me here. This Marine Technical internship with the US Academic Research Fleet, in collaboration with Columbia University, has been a long-awaited milestone in my career. Months of preparation and hard work have culminated in this moment.

As we learn daily maintenance of the scientific and navigational systems that are crucial for seismic research, I feel a deep sense of accomplishment and gratitude. Every task, no matter how small, contributes to the larger mission of scientific discovery. Being at sea, surrounded by the relentless rhythms of the ocean, I find a sense of peace and purpose.

It’s hardly appropriate to keep saying …but sometimes I really can’t believe that I’m here. If you really think about it, how many actual times can you send your family this when they want something. Kidding, I love you idiots.

It goes without saying that I’m a part of something very unique. And without the support of my home university and the various programs offered to me, I would have never been able to have the financial freedom to leave for a transcontinental internship at-sea or weeks on end. I have so much gratitude for that – to all you out there at the University of Southeast Ketchikan Maritime Center and the folks at the STEP Grant offices, THANK YOUUU! I have never felt more supported as a student and I wanted to show how thankful I truly am. (Special shoutout to Professor Boss, Professor LaBarge, Lisa, Angie, Jensen, and Deepwater Bill!)

With the support and guidance of the UAS Maritime Center, this experience was able to happen and is more than just a professional achievement; it is a personal journey of growth and learning. I think of the words of great authors who have inspired me along the way, and I realize that this experience is a chapter in my own story, filled with challenges, triumphs, and the boundless curiosity that drives me forward. And this doesn’t come without failure. To thrive, we must sustain the internal human operation – because who you are when things aren’t going great…matters a great deal. “We are what we pretend to be, so we must be very careful what we pretend to be.” (Vonnegut)

This trip has been a significant retrospective and introspective – on many things beyond academia. I think that’s why it has so much meaning, it’s taught me a lot about myself and who I get to be. As the days pass and we continue our research, I am grateful for the opportunity to be a part of something so meaningful. And as I look ahead, I know that this experience will shape the path I take in the future, guiding me toward new horizons and endless possibilities. And if I’m lucky, it’ll be the first step I ever took to make the biggest life change that I never thought possible in a three-dimensional state of mind.

Here’s to the 3rd week on the road…
-Rachael














